Job Worries

It's almost August 1st and I still don't have a job lined up for the fall. This is not for lack of trying. Seriously. I am beginning to wonder what career choice I should have made since I am beginning to doubt that this was the one for me. I wish the phone would ring and it would be one of the four schools that I have interviewed at calling to tell me that they couldn't dream of a better candidate than me.

I don't know what my next step will be if I don't get a job offer. I know that will seriously put a kink in our desire to buy a house while there is the new homeowners tax incentive (or whatever that thing is called officially).

I want a job.

I want a home (not a townhome anymore).

I want to be able to provide for my boys.

I want to feel better about me (which I could if I got a job, instead of wondering what I am doing wrong).

I hope things start working out soon.