I know this has been the theme of entries before but I almost started crying tonight. I need some interaction. I wonder if this is part of what makes adult life boring. I mean, you grow up being taught to be social but then you get married and have a baby and suddenly you don't have time for social interactions anymore. Or as Sonny would say, people don't include you because you are the old married one. That makes me sad. I am still just as fun as I used to be, just lonelier.
So back to my rant about my weekend. It was an alright weekend. I just feel like I want a vacation with just my husband. I know that as a mom that is probably really bad to say, but I would like some time JUST with him. This occurred to me as I was being bogged down with having to coordinate with 8 other people over the weekend. It was a headache. I just wanted to do something alone. (I think people forget how important alone time is when they are all together for a weekend or something.)
I'm feeling better now. I was so crabby this weekend and it carried over into my interactions with the students today. It probably showed because the students were asking me why I was being so 'mean' today. They were like, "Why are you all up on us today anyway?" PMS? I don't know kid. Why do you gotta ask me all these questions and get up in my business?
Seriously. I am really tired. I want to go to sleep but at the same time I don't want to do the things that I should do in order to get ready for bed. Does that even make sense?
I don't want to go to work tomorrow in the ice box. I do need to think up a fantastic plan to co-teach at my home school so I don't have to do pull out with middle and high school kids anymore. It's mostly the high school that I would like to try this theory with.
Okay, that's probably about enough for today.
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I'm sorry you're lonely sister, although I can relate. I don't think it is so much that you are the "old married one", I think it is just the fact that you want to be with your friends and family that you are used to.....things would be much better if you lived in Grand Forks.....especially on mom and dad and you. K, well I just wanted to say that I love you and am thinkin about you....you'll feel better and things will get better...the weather doesn't help either! Have a terrific day!! Are you guys coming up the weekend of Valentine's? Let me know!
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