I almost fell into that hole in your life.

So I decided that I was going to start making the title of my blog a different song lyric every day. Then the next time I blog, I will put the answer (song and artist) at the beginning of the blog.


Todays actually has a story behind it. I was sitting at work and we are having conferences (but no parents are showing up). Anyway, the song reminds me of when I first moved into my own place. My very own place. I had this running list on the fridge of songs that I wanted to put on a CD. There seemed to be a theme to all the songs and so I named the CD "The Aftermath". I had my friend Karie make the CD for me. She put the songs on there that I wanted, along with three 'bonus' songs. Then when I got the CD, there was this picture drawn on the inside. It was a picture of two people together and then on the other side, there was just the girl. There was a little note about knowing how it was going to get better. At the time, I didn't know how that was possible, but she was right.

I'm a bad mom though because I miss living alone and being single. I miss being able to come home from work and taking a nap that would last until morning. I miss being able to do whatever I wanted whenever I wanted. Of course, there wasn't a whole lot to that, but there was that option.

Anyway, for what it's worth to my boys: I love you two. I would miss both of you if you weren't around. And though I miss sleep and freedom to dink around during daylight hours, i wouldn't be the same without you. Awww.