So, I have been down in the dumps since girls weekend ended. It was great to have my friends here and to get to do fun stuff and be silly and have a good time. I miss being in North Dakota so I could do that more often. Of course, Sonny knows this and he feels bad about it, but there isn't really anything that we can do, except for win the lottery, which is kind of out of our hands. I have friends down here in the cities, at least I consider them my friends, I just live on the opposite side of the city and we don't get together as often as I would like.
Now don't get me wrong, but coming into my work environment this year is totally different. I am not viewed the same coming in as a married mother as I was as a single, childless woman. Maybe the meaning for married mother is boring, so no one asks you to do stuff because they think you are probably boring. I know that to not be true but who knows what anyone else thinks? Although it probably has a lot to do with the type of environment you work in too.
So I was thinking about how I like to blog so that everyone can know what I have been up to, but that a blog is not as personal as a journal and so I maybe don't write as much about what I am feeling as I would in a journal. In that sense, a blog is not as therapeutic as a journal. So is this not even helping me?!? What?!?
I have this feeling that I already wrote all the stuff that I am writing today. I need to do lesson plans so that I can get out of here at a decent time, but chances are, I won't get them done today. It would be really nice though to throw my things to do list away since this seems to be the only recurring thing.
Well, I better go try to start that task, and for those of you who got emails from me today, I miss everyone so please, remember me next time you are bored and want someone to hang out with!!
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