The fat dream

So I am going to explain the dream I had last night and I hope that someone can make heads or tails of what it means. Last night, I had the dream where I was very fat. I mean fatter than I am now. So fat, in fact, that every time I had to talk to someone, they would sneer at me as I walked away. They would whisper things under their breath, like, "I can't believe she thinks we like her. Just look at her!" Or something like, "Does she honestly think she looks nice?" It made me feel really bad. I don't think I am by any means little, but I don't want to be the woman in my dream.

On a related note, I think I want to start 'training' to do a 5K for Mother's Day. I say training in quotations because, I am pretty out of shape and I don't know that going 3+ miles would be something I could just wake up one day and do. I might be able to, but 'training' for it, would help to make it much easier.

I figured that if I wrote this in here, then I would pretty much HAVE to do the 5K, otherwise I would be a liar. Of course, the whole Mother's Day thing is Sonny's idea. We will have to see about that. It's just something that I would like to try this year, and not that I am by any means a runner, but if it went well, maybe I could eventually do a half marathon. Yeah. That'll be the day.