Irrational

I know that the last word that anyone would ever use to describe the ranting of a pregnant woman would be "irrational" (not because we are not capable of being irrational, but for fear of losing a limb or something), but I am using the word to describe my thought process today.

I had an interview and I am really hoping that I made a great impression and am praying that I get offered the job. That thought, and those prayers are not irrational.

I also pray daily that the baby is floating happily and healthily right now and that the baby will be happy and healthy when it is born and as it grows up. Also, not irrational.

The irrationality is that I feel like I can't ask for both things right now. I feel like I have to pick one or the other to pray for. I can't explain this thought process. Hence why I am saying it's irrational.